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Stuck On You
Author: Portia MacIntosh

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It doesn’t matter how many times you break up with someone, it never gets any easier, does it?

While I’m not actually sure whether or not there is a good way to break up with someone there are, without a doubt, a million terrible ways to do it.

Dumping someone by text – that has to be the worst one, right? Text, WhatsApp, Facebook Messenger, or any other kind of written digital communication is about as low as you can go. The absolute coward’s way out. And, sure, a phone call is better than a text but only in a similar way to how a broken finger is better than five broken fingers.

Break-ups must always be done in person, that’s just the way it is – they should probably make it the law, which might sound extreme, but I’m sure it would cut down on a whole host of angry follow-up crimes. I know a guy who got his car windscreen smashed after breaking up with a girl over e-mail – and I’d be tempted to say he deserved it.

Still, it’s not enough to simply say it to a person’s face, you have to say it right. If you’re wanting to do it as gently as possible there are many little sayings you can reach for. A classic ‘it’s not you, it’s me’ is a fine example. It’s a way to take full responsibility without saying anything negative about your dumpee – of course, we all know if it were true you wouldn’t be breaking up with them in the first place, but still, it’s a way to do it without actually telling the other person what you think is so wrong with them that you don’t ever want to see them again.

‘I think we’re better as friends’ or ‘I don’t want to ruin our friendship’ are other ways to try and edge away from things being romantic. Who the hell stays friends with an ex though, seriously? I honestly can’t think of anything worse than trying to stay buddies with someone who has seen me naked. While we’re making these break-up laws, perhaps we should draft something about how exes have to cease to exist, or at the very least move to a different country, after a break-up. I’m sure the world would be a much better place if we could all agree on that.

If I ever decide to get out of the art business and wind up in politics, I’ll start some kind of Ex-it movement where, if you want to leave a romantic union, one of you has to go and live abroad or something.

‘Hi, Sadie.’ I hear a bright, excitable voice coming from behind me. It snaps me from my thoughts. I was miles away. I guess I’m so used to sitting in noisy bars these days I don’t find it all that hard to let my mind wander.

I turn around to hug someone who clearly has no idea they are about to get dumped. This one is going to be an Ex-it Remoaner, I can tell.

‘Hello,’ I say with an equal, although completely put-on, enthusiasm. ‘Take a seat, I’ll grab us a couple of drinks.’

As I gently push my way through the crowd in the busy Belgravia bar I’ve been drinking alone in for the past thirty minutes it does cross my mind whether or not I’m doing the right thing, but the more I think about it, the more I don’t feel as if I have any other option.

So I buy our drinks, I sit down at the table, I take a deep breath and I give one of my break-up speeches – perhaps my best one yet. I allow myself to think this might actually be a straightforward break-up, until…

‘But things were going so well.’

Oh, God, I can’t handle those sad eyes. I was deluded to think this would be fine, because there’s always a ‘but’…

‘I know they were,’ I lie. I shift uncomfortably in my seat. ’It’s just, you know, things are so busy with work, as I said – no one has time for relationships at the moment.’

‘But we have to make time, otherwise no one would have relationships at all, no one would have kids, the human race would die out!’

I mean, what can I actually say to that? I’m kind of over a barrel. On the one hand, things are really hectic at work. On the other hand, working in the art industry is hardly comparable to people like doctors and firefighters who work crazy hours and still find time to have families. I’m going to have to change strategy.

‘It’s not you,’ I insist.

‘Oh, come on, don’t give me that. How often do we women have to hear that bullshit?’ she replies with a roll of her eyes.

Once again, she’s got me there.

I take a deep breath and psych myself up for my next play.

‘Listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you,’ I insist. ‘You are a beautiful, caring, intelligent young woman.’

‘If I’m so wonderful then why is he having you break up with me instead of doing it himself?’

I don’t have the heart to tell her it’s because he’s started having me break up with all of his short-lived relationships.

‘You can do so much better,’ I tell her honestly. ‘Seriously.’

She sighs, as though she’s resigned herself to what’s happening. Well, when someone sends one of their employees to break up with you, they clearly don’t care that much about you, do they? She seems more frustrated than she does upset, and I totally feel for her. When you’re dating, and things don’t work out, it’s always disheartening, even if you aren’t head-over-heels in love.

‘Yeah, well, so can you,’ she replies. ‘I highly doubt it is in your job description that you have to break up with women for your boss.’

And she’s right again. It’s a shame he’s dumping this one; she really is intelligent. He usually dates models, and while the stereotype that they’re all dumb isn’t exactly true, it isn’t always exactly false either.

‘I’m really sorry,’ I tell her. ‘And he is too. I’m here because he didn’t want to upset you.’

While it may be the case that I have to do whatever my boss demands of me if I want to be able to keep paying my bills, it has crossed my mind whether or not I should be protesting against having to break up with women for him, but I soon realised that I do a much better job of it than he does anyway, so it’s probably for the best. It was my boss who got his car windscreen smashed by an angry ex, in case you haven’t guessed. At least I can be tactful and gentle. And if I ever do get lucky enough to meet a man I like, and a time comes when I might need to dump someone for myself, at least I’ll be well-practised.

‘There’s something wrong with him,’ she tells me. ‘He has intimacy issues.’

I’m absolutely certain he does.

My boss is the famous portrait photographer, Damian Banks. Well, he’s famous if you know portrait photographers. So, while he’s definitely met and hung out with Harry Styles, I doubt their fanbases are going to have any crossovers any time soon.

Damian is thirty-five years old. I’d say he was newly single were it not for the fact that he probably wouldn’t have considered himself taken during the time he was dating this woman anyway.

If I were to speak ever so slightly in defence of Damian, his high-profile job has left him wondering who he can trust. On the other hand, he does lap up the attention.

Damian has models constantly throwing themselves at him, bombarding him with risqué pictures, showing a keen interest in him. He doesn’t know who is an opportunist hoping to be shot by the great Damian Banks and who is actually genuinely interested in him, but the fact they are all models isn’t lost on him. Eventually, he decides all of his dates have an ulterior motive and that’s when he dumps them. Or that’s when he gets me, his assistant, to dump them anyway.

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